People change. Times
change. Everything changes and nothing
ever stays the same. That’s the one
constant within life, that regardless of how we try to hold on to
something..ultimately it changes. I know
this. Deep inside of me I know this and
believe it to be true but if that’s the case why do some things still bother
me. People move on and grow apart, this
is truth. It is baseline truth, a
certainty, a given and yet it still seems to trouble me on some level.
I was looking up quotes today, quotes by Marilyn Monroe and
I have to say she’s a depressing sort of girl.
I mean we all know about her troubles and what not but some of the words
that she said resound so deeply inside of me.
I get it, or at least I think I get it.
Or perhaps I understand it on a different level that’s more applicable
to me.
I’m sitting here at my desk just troubled. Staring at this screen and the blinking
cursor then glancing outside to the gloomy gray filled sky and I find myself
blinking back tears. Tears of what…I’m
not sure. Loss I suppose. Remembrance…So many different reasons and yet
if you were to ask me to list them for you I doubt I could. Not that they aren’t there but instead I
couldn’t find the words to correctly express what thoughts I’m currently
having.
People change. Life
changes….it is part of growing. Part of
growing up. There isn’t much that I take
for truth, for absolute undenying truth but change being inevitable is
something I do believe without doubt.
Nothing, I repeat nothing, stays the same for very long. Life is all about change.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let
go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe
lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good
things fall apart so better things can fall together” ~Marilyn Monroe~
